10 months today since we lost you so much has happened since then. I miss you so much you just dont no.I miss all the thungs we done together all our lovely holidays you use to take us on and all the little presents you use to buy me....even though i told you off for spending your money. I know i moaned about all the endless hospital trips i had to make but i would do anything to go through that again....please just come home i want to cuddle you again cos i didnt really say goodbye and i regret that. Im sorry you was alone and i no you tried to call me but i didnt come did i? That will stay with me forever and im sooooo sorry for that i hate myself so much i let you down....i didnt come to help you. I will always love you no matter what xxxx julie xxxx